Well, this update is here, half because I have some things to say, and half because certain people, NAMELY YISAN AND KREN, have asked me to update ^^V. So.

Thinking back over that past chapter in what already seems like a lifetime, especially when you try to recall everything you can remember about yourself, and others, you tend to come across certain things that you might possibly flinch at. Yup, feeling a little embarrassed by some past memories? :P. Those kind of things. Being an idealist,(Oh yeah, an answer to Alvin's test >_>!)I used to just force myself to stop thinking about these things, or try to busy myself with something else in order to cut that feeling off. But now, I guess maybe I should stop doing that.

There have been many many things that when looking back, I have been terribly embarrassed of, or ashamed about. I guess I just have to say sorry now, if I haven't already(unlikely!), to those who have been involved in certain matters. However I think I wouldn't change it if I had the chance to. It is memories like this that make who you are, and mold that unique bond that you have with someone, let it be one, or hundreds.

Grabbing Danil by the collar in Form 3 because he pissed me off, shouting at Darrel because he was being an idiot to me in Form 4, not saying something when a friend got into trouble in form 2, letting myself get pushed around by others in order not to start a fight, getting jealous of certain people just because I didn't dare make the first move, failing to stop play in the corridor as a prefect resulting in Nic getting hit by a ball, incorporating "logarithms" into Pretty Woman when Mr Chew was in class, not picking up a call from Ryan because I was feeling pissed with myself, stealing a bag of chips from mum(lol), almost starting a fight with Kendrick in Form 1, destroying Ying's house of cards even after she clearly told me to stop flicking cards in Form 4 in addition to giving her alot of hard time through the period that we've known each other, not saying much when my friends go down the smoker's path last year, making people feel embarassed, unwanted, disliked, almost hitting a teacher with a soccer ball by accident in Form 1 after returning home from camp, lying to numerous people, not doing enough nor being there for YingLing on numerous occasions for which sometimes I think I don't deserve to be her best friend, making a certain baldie and Su May cry in class in Form 1 though I didn't mean to, being mean to SueZen once in Form 1, not helping Yisan and Kren enough when they had their problems, always asking for KangSheng's help in maple and getting pissed at him when he was being a smartass to me :P, yelling at Fatt because he called me fat, sneaking out to McDonalds during school hours last year, failing to perform in 4A's football team and becoming a burden to them, costing them two games, not being nice enough to Melody in Form 3, arguing fiercely with Chew and Kok over games(wth), forgetting to call Junkit for futsal once, pissing Duar off by accident once, laughing at Taiyang about certain things that I will not reveal on this blog for privacy's sake, shouting at Jermin unintentionally after I got a call about my grandmother's death, not saying more when my parents fought with each other, getting my dad hit by a football by accident, getting my friend a nice crack on his skull(not literally) with wrestling simulation in Standard 6, again not being nice enough, this time to Jianwai, giving SueAnn a hard time, not doing enough to keep Gen, and many others like Zetty, Chiang, Yatie, Krys, Joey, Lishan, Minyong, Amir, Aiman, Kaychung, etc etc, these are just some of the few things i'm ready to admit and say sorry for. To those involved above and others who can pick out something I should be sorry for to you, you may not remember these things nor read my blog, but i'm sincerely sorry.

Life is hard enough as it is, and apparently it's going to get harder. We can expect to live long, but every tomorrow could change that in an instant. No, this isn't emo, I just want to let you know more about me(so you can pass my friend test next time with one extra mark), and we can remain friends and keep in touch for as long as we can, all of us.

Pretty long update huh? Now stop pestering me for the next half month x)

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Welcome to my secret sanctuary. My thoughts, wishes, visions, recorded in text and frozen in time.

This was actually my 4th choice of skin, changed for the coming of 2010! Yeah, the first 3 choices failed due to inactive image hosting. But it's okay, i'm pretty happy with this one too!

1) Look outside the box, look even at the things you weren't searching for.

2) Live life in harmony with your surrounding elements, live life without hate- only with love and acceptance.

3) Follow your heart, and never stray. Love your world; love your life, trust it- and life will return it in kind.

Eh, have I told you i'm almost always in love?

Danil
Darrel
Doovie
Ellen
Fatt
Jean
Khye-Ren
Krystine
Melanie
Melody
Nicole
Ryan
Sue Zen
Tai Yang
Victor
Yisan
Yi Tang
Ying
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