Sunday, May 4, 2008


I didn't know how to start this post at first- a random rant of random things and on-goings inside this mind of mine; so I reckoned i'd do it this way. Also, be warned that the following includes idealist and romanticist themes.

Love- blossoming or decrepitly so; ravelling messes of lies and pretending building up the layers of conspiracy; peace and harmony reacheived once again; all ingredients- stuff of legends, tales, lore. The world isn't what it was before. Physical adventure has evolved into that of abstract ideas- nothing more than theories and speculation. Instead of exploring into the beyond, adventure now lies within the finer details of what makes this world. What else, apart from negativity, lies here for us, our children, our future generations? Our life?

I sit still at my desk, letting my mind stretch beyond concrete reality, feeling those emotions that I so took for granted once upon a time, feeling them; understanding them; caressing them. Fingers dance noisily upon this patterned panel, creating letters; characters; words; ultimately, meaning. The moon lights up the night sky from my window, silhouettes of trees and rooftops distinct yet full of the unknown, up the increasing gradient of the bordering hill, resembling the gods descending from heaven itself. Dogs bark, leaves rustle, the wind howls relentlessly. The clock ticks steadily, 12 minutes now, to 4 am. I'm alone.

Soon it shall be time to go, a new chapter shall be written; a new life shall be started. Waves of emotional agony course through my chest as these words appear on my screen, speculating of the could-be's. But alas, what else do we get in life? You're strong. So, so strong. Left in a mess, without direction, purpose, nor hope, you hauled me up and showed me life on its ascension. I'm afraid of the moment; the make or break. One wrong move on this chessboard of ours, and i'll be left here once again, back to square one, broken, to start the next game. If everything goes right, we'll have a future together, and I want to share my life with you. Why? I want you to know this, because I finally realised, and developed the courage to say, "because I can". Take my hand, and grasp our future, with me.

I love you. I cannot deny it. It's about time now that I stopped trying to be what I hope you'll like, but what I am myself. So close, yet so far; ego got the better of me many many times before, but I confess now that I need you. You may or may not read this, but life is such that we cannot hope too often, as we get dissapointed more often than not.

I'll be there to get you when it's over, just wait for me.


12:12 AM UNTIL LATER, FRIENDS.

hi friends.
- Alvin Foo
- 19 on 20
- UNSW '13
- Football
- Manchester United

Welcome to my secret sanctuary. My thoughts, wishes, visions, recorded in text and frozen in time.

new year, new life.
This was actually my 4th choice of skin, changed for the coming of 2010! Yeah, the first 3 choices failed due to inactive image hosting. But it's okay, i'm pretty happy with this one too!

my life, my rules.
1) Look outside the box, look even at the things you weren't searching for.

2) Live life in harmony with your surrounding elements, live life without hate- only with love and acceptance.

3) Follow your heart, and never stray. Love your world; love your life, trust it- and life will return it in kind.

Eh, have I told you i'm almost always in love?

friends who thought of me.

Hit Counters

'friend' is the new 'bro'.

hey friends.
Danil
Darrel
Doovie
Ellen
Fatt
Jean
Khye-Ren
Krystine
Melanie
Melody
Nicole
Ryan
Sue Zen
Tai Yang
Victor
Yisan
Yi Tang
Ying
Ying Ling
Zhi Shan

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