A big big big hello to all of you!

Well guys. I thought i'd just let you guys know:

Tomorrow my exams start. University entrance will be dependant on this final exam, which counts for roughly 50% of the final mark, and my performance in school throughout the year. The exam lasts for 3 weeks, finishes on the 6th of November. After an additional 1 more week, I will be taking a flight home to Malaysia.

What's been bugging me these few days is, what if I don't make it? You know, what if I don't achieve the required marks, to be able to get myself into the courses that I want to be participating in? I hate to dissapoint, I hate to not meet expectations. I've been struggling with the question of what drives me, and what motivates me to do better, and I've realised its all because I don't want to dissapoint, and not that I have a particular goal to achieve. A particular Miss Anonymous told me not to be ashamed of being emotional, and I suppose not being ashamed of myself comes with it as well. I'd like to thank you, for being such a good friend in times where I needed one, ily ;p. Of course this doesn't discount all of you who've helped me. But just for the one who's stuck around long enough, the special thanks is for you.

Ionno about whether i'll make it or not, but I suppose I can always try my very best. Enough with the anxiety problems and low self esteem. I'm going to try, and if I don't make it, I can still say I tried my best, in the end. If I don't make it, it's not the end of the road. I suppose I'll find another way, at the expense of a bit more time and cost.

I've found my strength in the 11th hour, I hope the charge isn't too late. I'll see you all soon!

m9(^_^v)

- Alvin Foo
- 19 on 20
- UNSW '13
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Welcome to my secret sanctuary. My thoughts, wishes, visions, recorded in text and frozen in time.

This was actually my 4th choice of skin, changed for the coming of 2010! Yeah, the first 3 choices failed due to inactive image hosting. But it's okay, i'm pretty happy with this one too!

1) Look outside the box, look even at the things you weren't searching for.

2) Live life in harmony with your surrounding elements, live life without hate- only with love and acceptance.

3) Follow your heart, and never stray. Love your world; love your life, trust it- and life will return it in kind.

Eh, have I told you i'm almost always in love?

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