Be it when i'm listening to songs, watching the kids at the park laugh with their parents, or simply enjoying the cool evening breeze washing over me, I realise i'm always reflecting. Reflecting and thinking about myself, my friends, my family.

It's not often a fun thing to do, given the kind of person I am. It both gets me emotional and cheers me up, both at the same time- it reminds me over and over again that i'm a very lucky boy. I could have been born into the world with 1 or no parents at all (granted, it's almost like 1 sometimes), or into an environment where I wouldn't be accepted for who I am, or worse, grown up to be a man devoid of compassion and kindness. I may be conceited, but I know who I am.

Catherine recently kindly pointed out to me that i'm single, and that despite my claims, i'm really not trying hard enough to be trying. Thank you, dear cousin, you kind of hit the nail on the head. I was thinking about this the other night, and it struck me that I could after all, be afraid of commitment (MY FACEBOOK QUIZ SAYS SO!). But in all seriousness, am I really? I thought that i'd be ready for any relationship that may come my way, but now that i've realised this, i'm not so sure.

I think i'll take up Su Yi's offer on cheerleading. After all, if I don't take that first step, nothing's going to change at all. And i'll hate myself for not trying.

Anything you've realised about yourself lately, dear reader?

- Alvin Foo
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Welcome to my secret sanctuary. My thoughts, wishes, visions, recorded in text and frozen in time.

This was actually my 4th choice of skin, changed for the coming of 2010! Yeah, the first 3 choices failed due to inactive image hosting. But it's okay, i'm pretty happy with this one too!

1) Look outside the box, look even at the things you weren't searching for.

2) Live life in harmony with your surrounding elements, live life without hate- only with love and acceptance.

3) Follow your heart, and never stray. Love your world; love your life, trust it- and life will return it in kind.

Eh, have I told you i'm almost always in love?

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Doovie
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Fatt
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Khye-Ren
Krystine
Melanie
Melody
Nicole
Ryan
Sue Zen
Tai Yang
Victor
Yisan
Yi Tang
Ying
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